I do what I want
“Look Jim, I have to go…”


#that would have been the last time they saw each other if Bones hadnt brought him along can you imagine
#YES I CAN IMAGINE #AND THAT’S THE WORST PART #BECAUSE JIM HAS NOW LOST THE ONE PERSON THAT COULD HAVE HELPED HIM BE THE CAPTAIN HE COULD HAVE BEEN #AND LOST HIM TO THE ONE THING THAT MAN FEARED MOST #I DON’T THINK JIM WOULD BE ABLE TO FLY FOR YEARS AFTER THAT #BONES’ FEAR BECOMING HIS OWN IN THE WORST POSSIBLE WAY AT THE WORST POSSIBLE TIME #IT CRIPPLES HIM; THE WAY IT USED TO CRIPPLE BONES #AND CAN YOU THINK ABOUT BONES IN THOSE LAST MOMENTS? #STARING OUT AT THE DESTRUCTION ALL AROUND HIM BEFORE DEBRIS CAME CRASHING INTO THE HULL AND KILLED THEM ALL? #THINKING ABOUT HIS DAUGHTER AND ABOUT HIS JOB AND ABOUT JIM JIM JIM AND THEY WAY HE FAILED THE MAN THAT SAVED HIM? #CAN YOU IMAGINE? #C A N Y O U I M A G I N E ? ? ?

блядь, тумблер, за что я ж представила т.т

@темы: слэш, гифки, Star Trek, everything is wrong and everything hurts